珍珠妹就是我.......

Feelow, I shall miss you very, very much.

I'll miss how brave you were, and always being there for MeiMei.
I'll miss how you would raise one leg, wanting me to pet you whenever I came home.
I'll miss listening to you barking away at all unknown objects, such as birds, planes, squirrels, and strangers.
I'll miss how you could open the screen door, sneak into the house, and hide under the dining table.
I'll miss your little head and big butt.
I'll miss how smart you were, and your ability to fake-tremble on cue.
I'll really miss the sound of your quick footsteps.

Thank you for being in our lives, and for not forgetting me even when I lived in Philadelphia.  I'll always remember the day you came home to us as a little puppy, and I one day came home to find you having gained so much weight like I did.  As big as your belly grew, you still ran around in those quick little steps.  Remember how strong you were to pull me home, cuz it was your bed time? 

As the doctor told me about your test results and diagnosis, we knew that a decision had to be made.  We could continue treatment and buy more time, or let you go without any more suffering.  Daddy reminded us that with life comes death, and you've been called back to heaven.  It was time to let go.

Thank God that you slept fast.  DeDe must be excited to have you next to him again.  Are you guys playing around now?  You don't have to diet anymore, huh?  And you can bark as much as you want without any of us telling you to hush. 

Feelow baby, 3 jie will always, always think of you. 

Good night, Feelow.

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Feelow﹐姊姊會非常想妳的

我會想念妳的勇敢﹐一直是 MeiMei 的大姊姊。
我會想念回家時﹐妳蹺起一隻腳要我摸摸妳的樣子。
我會想念週末躺在床上時﹐聽著妳在外面對小鳥/飛機/松鼠/陌生人的叫聲。
我會想念妳偷偷開紗門溜進屋子裡﹐躲在餐桌下的表情。
我會想念妳小小的頭和胖胖的身體的樣子。
我會想念妳的聰明和妳愛假裝發抖的模樣。
更會想念妳答答答的小碎步的腳步聲。

謝謝妳陪我長大﹐就連我出外唸書﹐長期不在家﹐都沒有忘了我。我會記得妳是如何從一隻小小的 puppy 長大﹐變胖﹐卻還是可以用四隻強壯的小短腿拖著我跑回家﹐只因為妳想回家睡覺了。

看妳病成那樣﹐跟醫生講電話時﹐耳朵聽到的是一個個不樂觀的消息﹐讓我們必須做決定﹕要繼續治療﹐拖一天算一天﹐還是讓妳不要繼續受苦﹖爸爸說﹐妳的時間到了﹐天公伯要收妳回去了﹐我們不能讓妳捨不得走。

還好﹐妳睡的很快﹐沒有痛苦到。去陪DeDe囉﹐他一定會很高興看到妳的。現在妳要大吃特吃都可以﹐不用再吃減肥餐了﹐也可以四處叫﹐沒有人會叫妳閉嘴。而且妳還是有伴陪妳呢!  

晚安﹐Feelow﹐姊姊愛妳。